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Post by »starla on Jun 16, 2009 17:53:41 GMT -5
And I can't turn back now
A L I T H;;
Cause you've brought me too far.
Time had intricately woven a delicate web of trust between Alith and Karolek.Such trust was vital for the femme's well being as she had needed someone to cling to and grow off of,some backbone of support. The gentle brute had been that backbone,that host.He had shown the ess a world of kindness beyond her wildest dreams and in turn she had slowly let him into her own,troubled one.
Time had not,however,faded the deep scars along Alith's flank.Each one told a painful story that Karolek had slowly come to know of.She had spilled her past out to him after countless months of rehabilitation and awakening.With each word of her past released from her maw,she had felt a load had been lifted,and this made her a stronger being.
Mating,though,was another story.The 's' word was still awkward for the damsel to speak.She considered it a word of pleasure and love,the opposite associations Alith knew of.For her it had always been rape,and it took copious amounts mental stability brought on by Karolek's care to keep her thoughts from caving back into their old ways.She no longer wanted to think that there was only rape and nothing else.She longed to bear Karolek's foal and strengthen their bond,but she could not control the draining feeling of actually being in the lands marked off on the map of the Valley for lust.Now that the porcelain doll had stepped across the borders,she felt the jagged edges of panic creeping.That black shadow was stalking its way across her thoughts,and a small whimper was forced from her chambers.She thought of Karolek and his loving orbs gazing at her.Alith glanced around,spotting a couple nuzzling each other.The beginning of a new connection between the 's' word and love formed right then,but the mare dare not move a muscle,for fear that she would be spotted and raped by a cruel beast.
The vixen had tried her hand at arousal,which turned out to be a weak point in Alith.She had poked and prodded Karolek,trying her best to get the message across to him that she was finally ready to mate with him,but the poor girl was so inexperienced in flirting she ended up just telling him.She felt no shame,for she was always quite open with the czar.He sparked that courage in her to speak her thoughts,and she loved him for that and more.
Anticipation prickled against her skin,coupled with apprehension.She had no idea what it might be like to be loved,well,lovingly.She had never seen the joyful side of mating,the closeness and bonding feeling it left.She had only known the pain,hurt,and fear,and so it could only be expected for her to feel nervous.But she trusted Karolek,and all that was left now was to wait for him.
Words;;565
Muse;; Obedient
Mood;; Nervous,but ready
Notes;; Oohh...sweet muse where have you been? xD
I hope you don't mind that I started this thread.I did a litle bit of a time warp,and I also hope you don't mind how I've filled it in.I don't think I could do Alith in a graphic thread,unless you wanted to.I thought we'd get the plot moving along.
Be patient with her ;D
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Post by »starla on Jun 25, 2009 14:55:04 GMT -5
And I can't turn back now
A L I T H;;
Cause you've brought me too far.
With each ticking second it was a battle within for Alith,who struggled with keeping memories from flooding back.The sights and smells of this land were all too familiar and the femora suddenly wished she had chosen to keep wandering in search of a much more secluded place instead of one that seemed to be a hot spot for breeding.Alith also competed with her wandering curious orbs.It wasn't that she liked to look at such scenes that played out before her,a couple by the trees,one slightly hidden behind a rocky wall,it was just that she had never experienced all of this from her new standpoint-as a free mare.She was no longer a sex slave,no longer forced to breed by cruel stallions.The ess had never imagined she would be doing this by her own will,and surprisingly enough,she was unsure how to go about it,even with as much experience she had had.Did she have to make the first move?What is to be said?What happens afterward?It was when these thoughts started to overtake her mind that her ivory audits swiveled to catch the sound of footfalls.Her flank twitched,preparing her for the feeling of flee,but Karolek's appearance quieted her worries.
A hardly audible sigh left the mare's chambers at the stallion's gentle touch.Touch was also something that had a new meaning.It no longer meant pain and suffering,but butterfly feelings and comfort.Karolek did not lash out at her,but instead brushed his muzzle against her skin ever so softly.He did not scar her pelt,but instead healed internal ones.She adored him and his ability to mend her troubled mind.
At his lyrics,Alith was faced with a new challenge.She still struggled with trusting her own decisions,and often second guessed herself.Was she really ready,or was it all just an illusion?The dove could feel panic rising as she realized she was at a vulnerable state and could easily be backed into a corner with no way out.Orbs rose to meet the stud's steady gaze.
Yes,I am was the sound of her quiet,but confident baritones.
Thank you she added,as if unsatisfied with her statement.Those words covered everything,not just his concern for her readiness.Alith did not clarify on that,but instead,slowly turned away from the brute,watching the earth spin underneath her.For once,the haunting thoughts were not there.
Words;; 481
Muse;; Keeping up ;D
Mood;; Reassured and enamored
Notes;; Poor Alith,haha
You can completely skip to when they're done breeding if it helps you.
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Post by Random on Jul 1, 2009 18:24:11 GMT -5
Undeniable tension built up in the tawny stag's chassi, stilts becoming rigid in anticipation of Alith's response to his simple question. All focus was on the beautiful ivory femora, his warm amber occs staring deep within hers of a similar hue. All surroundings were completely blurred out, his conscious mind not even comprehending there were others accompanying them in the gorge. 'tis was the season and it would be impossible to have the place all to yourself, and it was no big deal for him. Though the fleeting thought she might be bothered in it did enter his mind, and then just as swiftly exit.
Her meek and soft voice faithfully entered his spires, swirling around a bit before he gave a responsive nod to her lyrics. What else was there to say? He wasn't going to self-doubt her own words, that was for her to decide and not him. He was going to be understanding, yes. Though not about to create an argument on whether he thought she was indeed ready or not. As she slowly turned around for her rump to face him he took a deep breath of her thick scent and was ready.
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After his deed was done he let his thoughts pleasantly scatter about within golden crown, taking a few recuperating breaths before moving back over to face her, amber occs trying to study her reaction. Maw reaching out to stroke her boa gently, noticing the small rises and falls of her scars on her otherwise immaculate pelt. Pulling back to stare into her mocha windows he tried to decipher what lay within but unfortunately that was no one of his talents. Thinking now that it would probably be best to say something, he thought up of a suitable sentence to give her, though he wished he could tailor it more to her reaction.
"Alith, Alith, Alith," he versed softly, not exactly words that he had imagined himself saying although they came strangely natural and so he spoke them without hesitation. "Speak your thoughts," he decided to continue, as this would most certainly clear up the obstacle of him not being able to tell her response. A shifting of weight was made by the calm buckskin as he waited patiently, like had had done before and like he would do in the future. For it seemed like for this particular moment in time, there were no worries for him to stress about. And for this he owed it to the beautiful mare that stood before him, and to that he was thankful.
OoC||Nothing will help me...my muse has gone -makes noise of airplane falling and crashing-. haha. Don't think this post was too bad though. So sorry for the wait, but believe me my post would have been worse if there was no wait XD. haha. Oh, and couldn't remember if you describe Alith of having scars or not, but I vaguely thought I remembered you did...so yeah. If you didn't I'm just going crazy and that's not new! And because of my crazy computer I have to use until laptop cord is fixed...I somehow deleted my previous post...o.0. Sorry!
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Post by »starla on Jul 2, 2009 15:55:50 GMT -5
And I can't turn back now
A L I T H;;
Cause you've brought me too far.
With the weight of another 'pon her back,Alith felt the creeping sense of panic ever closer.She felt herself become trapped,and thick dread held her pillars in rigid stillness as if they were grown from the soil beneath.With all visible features clenched,the fae prepared herself for the pain the being atop her might inflict with striking ruthlessness. But the gentle reality that it was her Karolek and her decision came fleeting back and,by and by,Alith allowed herself to become immersed in the pleasure it was meant to be.She even surprised herself with a confidence that allowed her to enjoy this intimate time with the stallion even more.
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What does one say after a life changing experience?What words come forth to be uttered when one opens their eyes to a world never acknowledged before?-a world that was just before their nose,and yet untouchable.
Alith was left nearly gasping for breath once Karolek had dismounted.If one were to delve into her thoughts,as the brute surely wished to do,they would find that the mare's opinion(if it were an object)was a soft,absorbent sponge.She had not set her expectations high,for she did not know what to expect.Karolek had given her something to base breeding off of,instead of her past filled with rape. Indeed,she had been introduced to something unimaginable to the harlot and now felt closer than ever to the kind steed.Oddly enough though,her shoulders now bore the weight of being in debt.Her mind,tainted by her past,worked in funny ways,and now that Karolek had 'saved' her,Alith felt she would be forever liable to the brute.These dark thoughts battled with her new insight brought on by that very same stallion,but it was a well-matched battle within her thinkbox.At that moment Karolek was at her front,but she felt unworthy to meet his gaze.His touch felt like a bird had lighted upon her chargeable weight and now sat cawing atop it.She shook the feeling as the czar recited her name. Occulars rose to meet his,attempting to figure out what he was thinking,while he was likewise attempting the same with her.When asked to speak her thoughts,the mare hesitated,unsure how to spill out the bubbling concoctions in her skull.
I owe you,Karolek was her quite voice,that was surprisingly unfaltering.
You have showed to me that there is such thing as kindness in the world,and you have opened up your home to me so that I may never be pushed back into the darkness again.And for that I am grateful...but I'm afraid I have nothing to give in return,except my loyalty.
Loyalty was the form of currency in Alith's old harem,and she shocked herself at bringing that reference back up when the patron had just shown her such a gentle and loving form of her greatest fear.But it was too late;one cannot put raindrops back into a cloud.The mare dropped her gaze once more,sure that she had offended the brute.Now desperate to change the subject,a new thought struck her,as well as new apprehensions.
I have never been a mother.. was her distant voice,full of doubts.
Words;; 621
Muse;; Very good o.o
Mood;; She feels in debt to Karo because of all he has done
Notes;; Your post was great silly =p
And yes,she has scars ^-^
And tis okay,I've done that before xD
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Post by Random on Jul 18, 2009 14:19:26 GMT -5
The setting rays of sun sent an array of colors invading the otherwise pale sky. Oranges, pinks, reds and purples swirled around to make the horizon quite a sight to see. Shadows danced around his tawny pelt, though even with the stunning sunset on the horizon Karolek's amber pools still staid clearly focused on the alabaster fae, even when her lanterns drifted downward momentarily before rising once again. Lyrics flooding his auditories he listened intently as she startled him with her words. She hardly owed him anything, though he didn't interrupt and instead perked his harks to more hear the rest of her lyrics in which she continued to explain herself. Once she had finished he let silence waft between them for a moment before breaking it once his maw opened to reveal his words. "That is more than enough, Alith.Though I am grateful I've helped you to see things in a new, better light. " he versed with a smile as he swatted away a few lingering insects away from his tawny pelt.
As her windows drifted downward once again her ivory crown followed suit and the stag felt his smile slowly fade from his maw. Why wouldn't she meet his gaze? Obsidian took a step forward, making the distance between them greatly lessen. Boa dipped slowly to match her own stance as he slipped his ebon dipped muzzle underneath her crown and lifted it slowly. Not in a controlling manner, but rather just in effort to show whatever she was ashamed, embarrassed or afraid about didn't matter. He didn't even have to know what it was running through his cranium, he just wanted to comfort. A soft, distant verse left her dainty maw as he detached himself from their touch and found a new smile tugging at the corners of his mug. "Well, hopefully, that will change soon," he spoke in a low voice as he let the tip of his maw touch hers, using the small distance between them to his advantage.
More silence drifted between them, though their surroundings were far from quiet. Birds singing happily in the shade of a few stray trees, other small mammals scampering around in the small gorge and that is not even including their fellow equids that surrounded them. "Would you rather have a filly or colt?" he asked suddenly, bring his straying attention snapping back to reality and all that it included. The question he asked didn't really matter, nature would give Alith what it wished. But it was still something that stirred his curiousity and his own thoughts on the matter too. A colt would mean a possible heir to the throne, though would he want that? Why wouldn't he? He supposed either gender would be equally welcome, because just the thought of a little foal running amuck made of his own flesh and blood brought a joyful smile to his maw and an uplifting feeling to his heart. Though what would be her opinion on the matter?
OoC||Meh...x.x. I think I'm going downhill...
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Post by »starla on Jul 20, 2009 20:28:16 GMT -5
And I can't turn back now
A L I T H;;
Cause you've brought me too far.
Thoughts about motherhood still zoomed through my brain,forming all kinds of new anxieties.With a past like mine,could one be sure I would be worthy of a precious life,formed from the blood of mine and Karolek's?The entire process was so fragile and so amazing.The fact that I was capable of producing life after so much of it had been sucked from my slight figure was a miracle in its self.Foolish me.I talk of it as if it has already happened,and yet,the world has yet to see the spawn of such a mare...and such a stallion.What a great one I have come across indeed.He is so tender,and so in touch with my needs.Its as if he has been there by my side all along,it is as if he knows everything.But I am not worthy..no,not worthy.Perhaps this is not the best time to speak that opinion,something he has taught me,and given me the freedom to do.I have already made the mistake in letting slip a memoir of my past in his great presence.Hopefully,within his handsome crown,he does not realize I have more than once thought of him as one of them.It is something I cannot help,nor,do I think it shall ever be mended,that scar deep in my heart and mind.Although,Karolek has been the only one as of yet to touch it,to caress it with his gentle ways and kind words.
Shame is still written clearly across my features.I do not move to his words,reassuring as they may be.He does not seem mad that I brought up something from my past and mixed it in with our intimate moments.It is at this moment that his hoof comes into view as I stare at the earth.The grass cushions his step,giving way to his movements.So obedient are the little blades,and how humbly they take their commands!I felt a light touch,and it surprised me.I felt the coarseness of his locks under my throat latch and he gently lifted my dial.I glanced up to his smiling features,and he spoke then,clearly eager for a foal.I,on the other hand was not entirely sure,as any first time mother might be.I nodded quietly to his lyrics,gaze beginning to drift back to the enslaved soil when he spoke once more.
I thought about his question,for it had not crossed my mind before,so sudden was the pregnancy issue.
A filly would be nice..although she would be at risk for falling into my past.Perhaps deep down I knew the chances were slim to none if she was raised in royalty,protected by her parents.
What about a colt?I shuddered,blatantly doubting my ability to raise something with the ability to rape.
I stole a glance at Karolek,his orbs eager.I shied away from that and huddled back in my doubts.What did he want?Surely a colt.Wasn't that what all patriarchs wanted,someone to take the throne?
A filly would be nice...I really haven't given it much thought.Which do you prefer?
Of course the matter was out of our hands..I knew that.But surely all future parents talk about these things as they eagerly awaited their child.
A new,nagging thought formed in the back of my mind.I twisted and turned,kicking the walls,but it was such a small force.Such a small,newly birthed force.
How come I have never gotten pregnant before...?
Words;; 701
Muse;; wow o.o
Mood;; worrisome,anxious
Notes;; oohh..i like 1st person with her =)
she has so much to say...well,now you know what goes on in her head xD
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Post by Random on Aug 3, 2009 15:16:00 GMT -5
Patiently awaiting her response to his question he tried to keep his attention focused on her, though for some reason his occs strived to drift away from the ivory maiden and it their surroundings. An odd instinct that he followed, supposing that the femme would appreciate the drifting of his attention so she could dwell on her thoughts without his prying orbs trying to see in. It was hard trying to keep on watch on what actions to take and what words to speak with such a sensitive individual. Far from impossible though, and he learned quickly with Alith so he came almost natural now. Not that he was one for impulsive actions anyway, he took a very calculated approach to his words and rarely did he let slip words slip without thinking them through.
Amber globes scanned the area, seeing only innocent couples scattered about along with the occasional smaller mammal. Nothing that caught his interest or was even in the least bit dangerous. Yet he still felt uneasy, his stomach crawling with the need to flee back to his homeland. Clearly uneasy he didn't even try to hide it from his features, knowing that Alith would see it anyway. Perhaps there was something wrong back in Druugroot? He hated the thought, and instantly banished it and tried to force his attention back on the present femme. She seemed riddled with uncertainly herself, though he supposed it was for quite different reasons. Had he pushed too far on his inquiries? No matter they were quite trivial and he held no meaning on her answer.
Her distant answer brought him to the conclusion his words were not the basis of her worry, thankfully. Or at least they weren't the entire reason of her doubt. "I agree, a filly would be nice, though truthfully I do not care either way," he explained in all honesty. A colt would bring a whole slew of new worries and responsibility. Raising an heir...well that really just hit home on his past that had been haunting him quite a bit these last days. Pushing memories back into the chasms of his skull he ignored the thoughts and just silently prayed to the gods that they would give him a bit more time before he had to focus on an heir. A little more time to sort out his emotions. Feeling this sudden surge of dread he realized he did, in fact, care if it was a filly or colt. So had he lied to Alith? Or was he just lying to himself?
Though another thought struck his confused crown, if Alith was abused as such for such a long period in her past, why hadn't she bore a child? Was this her reason of doubt? "You say you've never been a mother before?" he inquired making sure his hearing hadn't failed him. He also was successfully covering up his own doubt that for an entirely other reason he did not feel like explaining as of yet. And just to make things all the more better, the nagging feeling that danger was present came back in full force. His stomach churning within as his harks flattened against his skull. What was wrong? He couldn't decipher why he was feeling this sudden instinctual feeling, or what to do about it either as they sun slid behind the horizon and darkness started to creep in.
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